Startup Aims to Make Blockchain Mainstream With Brick and Mortar Stores
https://cointelegraph.com/news/startup-aims-to-make-blockchain-mainstream-with-brick-and-mortar-stores/amp?__twitter_impression=true
I love my ingenuity!
I ordered this futon mattress to be used as a guest mattress in my spare bedroom.
I placed this over my old sofa and it looks great! It's so comfortable too! Like a big softie pillow. Now I'll throw a sheet over it and it's all good.
My train of thought is to always work with what you have!
Peace and love! Stay safe everyone!
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC25000/
Interesting article to read.
My Mom told me that I didn't walk or talk until I was almost 3 years old but once I started talking I never shut up? That's exactly how she said it too! I love you Mom!
This is what made me think about this because
I've always been very tuned in on a sensory/ visual level so I could be on the spectrum.
My writing and attention to detail has always been very good. That could be a sign of something, documentarian? Wait... is that even a word...but I did notice similarities of autism with myself so that's why I'm writing about it.
My son definitely has tendencies of autism yet he was not slow in movement or speech like I was.
Knowledge keeps your brain from freezing.
Now at this moment life has come to an abrupt stop. Not regarding the daily activities of life but the way that life has slowed down to catch up with the last few years that I had.
I compare them to a bad episode of an intervention because of my sons addiction.
I knew my son was back to using by his behavior. My son's relapse madness started in 2015.
I asked my husband to help me do an intervention to try to suggest rehab for him. His response was no response. He said he didn't want my son to file a police report on him.
My husband doesn't have any criminal history but he just said something crazy and off the wall.
When he said that I looked at him like he was an idiot. I said WTF are you talking about?
Well fast forward to now and this is why things have slowed down.
The clock keeps moving and I'm slowing down to try to catch up.
My son and his addiction is very painful to see. He was locked up for 7 months but now he's out and all I can do is pray for divine intervention.
August 2017 I received a call from a doctor from Bellevue. I thought my son was dead. Thank God he wasn't. He was taken to BellevueCPAP, the One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest wing of Bellevue. He hadn't slept in months. I went to see him and it killed me. Seeing your adult child having auditory hallucinations in front of you was a helluva lot going on.
Yeah that's the type of shit that went on in 2017. After his release he was here at my house withdrawing. Now prior to this he was supposed to show up for his felony court case in Connecticut but he was a no show. My son went back to the city and I had to go rescue him each time.
My son hit rock bottom from my view point but he didn't think so.
When we bailed him out of jail he was supposed to go right into rehab. He had other plans. He asked my husband and I to bring him to the New Haven CT police station where his personal belongings were. He knew we were then taking him right into a rehab facility. When the truck stopped he bolted outta the truck and ran into the police station. When I say it was an insane experience, I kid you not. Then my husband tries to grab him and he ran. I follow him into the police station and explain what the necessary course of action was as per his fuc*ing probation and they surrounded me like I was the inmate! I went back in the truck and I was hysterical crying.
I don't cry because I've always had to be strong but when I do, I basically convulse with entire body tremors.
This was April 2017.
One time I picked him up from a drug binge run. I asked him where he stayed. He said he was sleeping on park benches.
As far as my husband's disconnect with not getting involved, that was the worst thing to do. Lesson learned, now he's tuned out. He's summoned when I need him because that type of behavior goes both ways.
My husbands disconnect and douchiness has been present since early on.
Why stay? I'm great at detachment myself because I've been on my own since I was 17.
My nature is compassion and understanding so that's where I place my energy.
As far as my son, I pray.
