The morning I found my Husband unresponsive and never waking up again was another worst day of my life. I screamed so loud that morning, I think I woke up all of Dutchess County.
Everything stopped and went into slow motion from that moment on. I told my Son to call 911. When the NYS Trooper arrived he just happened to be the same Trooper who was at my home for an incident with my son back in 2017 during one of his drug induced episodes! The craziness of that is so eery. All of this!
Death isn't eery, it's a part of the life cycle. What's eery is all the very strange coincidences. Coincidences that I have no control of but are all very weird rolled into one.
So this is my life going forward. Very disturbing finding him that way. A memory that is never going away. Sleep in peace my gentle giant. While I stand alone now, I know you're looking out for me.
To the moon🌓 and back hun! Love Wifey💔❤️
